well hey there stranger.
today's the big day, isn't it?
it is. thanks for remembering.
I take it you got home safely?
It's been a while since you've been online.
Oh, yeah. Sorry. Been super, super busy.
i know how that goes!
what happened that night?
or maybe I should ask what happened that week?
don't worry about it. what's done is done.
nothing. please don't worry about it.
that wasn't hard to do
your dad had just died
if I was so special, why didn't you put up a fight?
it seems to me that if you really want something, you're not going to let a two letter word get in the way.
Please do because that's exactly what I'm talking about.
I needed to know.
I needed to know how into me you were.
I needed to know that you would fight for me.
But I get it. I really do. When I lost my dad I needed to know there was a reason for all this. But I'd settle for feeling good again.
If that's what you needed, then I'm glad I was able to help.
Honestly, I really didn't expect more than that. I mean, you are your father's son and your brother's brother.
I needed to know if what we were doing was just for now or if we actually were building something.
It had been two days.
We didn't have time. You had to get back home. So I had to demand an answer.
I feel bad.
I'm the dumb one for not realizing it was a test.
Don't look at it that way.
Who knows what the future may bring?
Maybe my brother'll die and we'll get to make out again!
don't say that!
but maybe. ;)
If I ever get the chance again, I'll fight for you.
I'll see it when I believe it.
I'll *believe* it when I *see* it.